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i usually try to avoid writing about any personal malaise. kind of odd since this is my personal weblog… what else should i write about, right? but it seems that venting my frustrations in such a limited public forum is actually more harmful to people around me than helpful to me. i guess that’s because i always try to remain cheerful and optimistic in front of most people, and i try to extend that onto my web persona.

but i just can’t seem to shake this odd feeling as of the past few weeks. maybe it’s because i’m graduating soon? future anxiety? present anxiety? finals anxiety? i don’t know. but there’s been lots of sleepless nights, and it’s not been because of the late-night caffeine.

regardless, as the weather stays pleasant, i’m sure my disposition will change accordingly, as it usually does. but this time, i don’t think sunny days are enough. ok enough depression. it’s not as bad as it sounds, i promise. i don’t even know what’s making me write this right now.

totally switching gears…
sometimes i like turning on the music so loud that you not only hear the music, you literally feel the music. the thumping bassline driving deep into your soul. hearing by feeling. i love it.

off to enjoy the sun since classes are ending left and right.